Hello again
No, cancer is not back (to my knowledge)
Yesterday was one year to the day of finding out I had cancer. Happy birthday to my cancer? Do I celebrate? Do I grieve? I don’t know, hence why I did not post yesterday. Obviously I’m happy it’s not in me anymore but I feel if I celebrate I’m going to “jinx” myself. Irrational, I know but that’s my brain. Maybe on the anniversary of my surgery in April I’ll feel different? Probably not.
Funny story: a few days ago I started feeling pain in my back similar to kidney stone pain which is exactly what happened last year leading up to my diagnosis. Now, I do have kidney stones in my remaining kidney so not crazy that it might happen but luckily the pain has subsided.
So what has happened since August? Here’s a quick rundown:
My scans and tests remain clear. No visible cancer in me right now.
My scans and bloodwork remain at a frequency of every 3 months. I have become a pro at falling asleep during CTs and MRIs. Also a pro at hearing “I think there’s a vein here” immediately inducing anxiety before getting poked.
I have a herniated disc in my lower back. I go in about 2 weeks for an epidural which I hear is fun.
Unfortunately, my Dad also found out he had cancer last year. Surgery removed it however he is going through immunotherapy to rid his body of any remaining cancer.
Last note- in addition to all the support and help I received from family and friends, Gilda’s Club played a huge part in helping me through this journey. Because of their great work I wanted to give back and I have joined their Associate Board. So if you’re every looking to donate or give back in some way let me know! (Runners that goes for you for marathons and 5Ks and what not). I will also be sharing more as I become acclimated to this new role.
As always, thank you for your support!
Joe